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Alone With My Thoughts

by Allonair

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kerkerseele don‘t try this at home ~~ Favorite track: Sheet Of Paper.
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1.
6000 KM 01:28
Até quando irei viver aqui? Ninguém sabe... Quando caí no inconsciente foi um prazer assustador, Eu, eu, eu e mais eu, somente eu... ...e mais ninguém. Pupilas dilatadas, olheiras, insônia, Pensamento a mil por hora... mas patinando. Minutos parecem horas e horas parecem anos. Olho para cima, não vejo a luz. Um lugar onde poucos vão. Um lugar onde poucos chegam, Mas quem esteve lá, não deseja aquela fervura maldita a ninguém. Calor na mente é constante. Há quem diga que este lugar não existe, Que é frescura... mas não. Quem já esteve no fundo do poço Nunca se esquecerá de como isso é... ...Satisfatoriamente desagradável.
2.
All On Air 07:40
I'm living my life like a wandering soul In the deep of the abyss Where the light doesn't reach Just a scare, lonely and windy place A place to be calm, to be relax The insignificant's lair Full of soft madness Far away from people. Everything is in the air When you realize you're nothing But an useless piece of shit. Wandering thoughts pair in my mind About how many days left to my end About how many ways i could die If i die tomorrow... That's a dream for those who are in the bottom of the well. All on air when you're alone in the shadows Just you and yourself, nobody else. When nobody can see you more When you're invisible even to the blind one Even to your best friend The pet that used to play with you yesterday It doesn't recognize you more You see it suffering, but it cannot see you. Every soul is in the air when it is! You will know... Tears will duplicate And the desire to death will rise! WILL RISE!
3.
The false light is shining again Outside my room, outside my life Foolish people betraying each other With a immeasurable disdain Say "hello" to my shadow Finally, it cames out To see too many unpleasant faces To regret getting up. I'm still waiting for the night The only period i'd came out To breath some polluted air And lament for another day with life In the middle of the night i walk away Until a forest out of the city To get some inspirations to express in my compositions And spread to the world like a small plague. There's some questions i don't know If i could live better in my darkness Or if i could die fast out of my room I don't know what's the best thing to do Maybe both, maybe neither Maybe i'm just raving, as if I've lost the sense of my life I don't wanna live here anymore.
4.
Why people matter with me if i'm a nobody to them? Is this life short just when we're old? Isn't that enough to know that life is a shit? How long i'd stay here, isolating myself? Isolating myself from those who are living inside the box The reason to live the life is to die in the end Just that... All you got, you'll lose! So i look to the corner and think: Why i'm doing useless things? Just to repeat the cycle? My presence isn't significant What i'm still doing here? Who am i? What am i? What is this place? An atomic particle in the whole universe So i look to the corner and think: The universe is in constant expansion So, one day this universe were small Of the size of a fly, or smaller Maybe this universe were the atomic particle size Put in the nothing, by who? Doesn't matter! Like a stone thrown in the calm lake. Doesn't matter where it came, but the following So i look to the corner and think: If the universe is an atomic particle from nothing There's could be others universes, right? Theories that lock my mind I might to know that, who knows i can be someone important? ... HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA Shut up, man! You're drunk, at least! So i look to the corner and think: That's it!
5.
When i saw that window shining in the build My mind was taken by memories I could see that burnt face Emotionless, reactless Then he's gone, he laid down In the carbonized carpet Wet by alcohol, holding the rope Indecision... Then was done. "Dear, mother, forgive me!Take care of daddy. My love for you is bigger than pain you'll get Goodbye!" - Was written in a sheet of paper That he passed under the door before the end. Just suffering, just screams You'd hear from the room Blocked street, cops and firemen But the decision was taken. When i saw that windows in flames My mind was taken by memories I see my burnt face In the reflect of the river Lamenting for that damn piece of paper I could have written before take fire on my room It might work, i might be better I might be gone...
6.
What happen if we look to the abyss? It will look back to you! And what happen if we smile to the abyss? It will smile for you too!
7.
Can you imagine some anormal pleasures? In the shadows of the room, you're resting Desolated with life. What is life? Just the reason to die. You can imagine yourself looking that beautiful view The lights in the city shine your destiny Upon the bridge you see your decision's reflect And the audience is applauding anxiously. Looking to the sad sky, it's crying by happiness Today the level of the lake will rise With the tears of the clouds and yours And those who've cried one day on this bridge. "I am alone with my thoughts and i'll do what i have to do" I can feel the water running inside my body I can feel the lost vision, blurry I can feel the corpses dissolving through my fingers In the bottom of the lake Imagining those people crying after that But who cares? Nobody cares when alive... They care only afterdeath... But is too late. Then you awake to reality And lament for the unreal dream. Then you are motivated To be alone with your thoughts.
8.
Adeus 02:32
Queria poder, um dia, mostrar ao mundo através da minha arte Para que a mesma, possa perpetuá-la Ecoando neste plano e nos próximos De que adianta o preparo à vida Para chegar até aqui e perceber Que iremos para o mesmo lugar que todos? O que é "Ser alguém na vida?" Estudar, trabalhar, morrer... Não adianta Temos os melhores prazeres e Os piores desprezos... Imagine se todas as pessoas Tivessem a mente livre de algemas. Imagine se a ignorância fosse inexistente... Espero que todos os meus conhecidos Possam sair da gaiola um dia... ...E enxergar todo o quadro. O mundo utópico é agora, é o agora Estou indo para lá Quem sabe um dia eu volte voando E possa ter a chance de encontrar o mundo em ruínas Mas até lá, é incerto Enquanto vocês vivem no mundo de falsa luz... Eu descanso na sombra eterna do esquecimento. Adeus!

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released May 31, 2018

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