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Até quando irei viver aqui?
Ninguém sabe...
Quando caí no inconsciente foi um prazer assustador,
Eu, eu, eu e mais eu, somente eu...
...e mais ninguém.
Pupilas dilatadas, olheiras, insônia,
Pensamento a mil por hora... mas patinando.
Minutos parecem horas e horas parecem anos.
Olho para cima, não vejo a luz.
Um lugar onde poucos vão.
Um lugar onde poucos chegam,
Mas quem esteve lá, não deseja aquela fervura maldita a ninguém.
Calor na mente é constante.
Há quem diga que este lugar não existe,
Que é frescura... mas não.
Quem já esteve no fundo do poço
Nunca se esquecerá de como isso é...
...Satisfatoriamente desagradável.
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All On Air
07:40
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I'm living my life like a wandering soul
In the deep of the abyss
Where the light doesn't reach
Just a scare, lonely and windy place
A place to be calm, to be relax
The insignificant's lair
Full of soft madness
Far away from people.
Everything is in the air
When you realize you're nothing
But an useless piece of shit.
Wandering thoughts pair in my mind
About how many days left to my end
About how many ways i could die
If i die tomorrow...
That's a dream for those who are in the bottom of the well.
All on air when you're alone in the shadows
Just you and yourself, nobody else.
When nobody can see you more
When you're invisible even to the blind one
Even to your best friend
The pet that used to play with you yesterday
It doesn't recognize you more
You see it suffering, but it cannot see you.
Every soul is in the air when it is!
You will know...
Tears will duplicate
And the desire to death will rise!
WILL RISE!
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Outside My Room
08:02
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The false light is shining again
Outside my room, outside my life
Foolish people betraying each other
With a immeasurable disdain
Say "hello" to my shadow
Finally, it cames out
To see too many unpleasant faces
To regret getting up.
I'm still waiting for the night
The only period i'd came out
To breath some polluted air
And lament for another day with life
In the middle of the night i walk away
Until a forest out of the city
To get some inspirations to express in my compositions
And spread to the world like a small plague.
There's some questions i don't know
If i could live better in my darkness
Or if i could die fast out of my room
I don't know what's the best thing to do
Maybe both, maybe neither
Maybe i'm just raving, as if
I've lost the sense of my life
I don't wanna live here anymore.
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So I Look To The Corner
07:54
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Why people matter with me if i'm a nobody to them?
Is this life short just when we're old?
Isn't that enough to know that life is a shit?
How long i'd stay here, isolating myself?
Isolating myself from those who are living inside the box
The reason to live the life is to die in the end
Just that... All you got, you'll lose!
So i look to the corner and think:
Why i'm doing useless things?
Just to repeat the cycle?
My presence isn't significant
What i'm still doing here?
Who am i? What am i?
What is this place?
An atomic particle in the whole universe
So i look to the corner and think:
The universe is in constant expansion
So, one day this universe were small
Of the size of a fly, or smaller
Maybe this universe were the atomic particle size
Put in the nothing, by who? Doesn't matter!
Like a stone thrown in the calm lake.
Doesn't matter where it came, but the following
So i look to the corner and think:
If the universe is an atomic particle from nothing
There's could be others universes, right?
Theories that lock my mind
I might to know that, who knows i can be someone important?
...
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Shut up, man! You're drunk, at least!
So i look to the corner and think:
That's it!
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Sheet Of Paper
08:35
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When i saw that window shining in the build
My mind was taken by memories
I could see that burnt face
Emotionless, reactless
Then he's gone, he laid down
In the carbonized carpet
Wet by alcohol, holding the rope
Indecision... Then was done.
"Dear, mother, forgive me!Take care of daddy.
My love for you is bigger than pain you'll get
Goodbye!" - Was written in a sheet of paper
That he passed under the door before the end.
Just suffering, just screams
You'd hear from the room
Blocked street, cops and firemen
But the decision was taken.
When i saw that windows in flames
My mind was taken by memories
I see my burnt face
In the reflect of the river
Lamenting for that damn piece of paper
I could have written before take fire on my room
It might work, i might be better
I might be gone...
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I'm My Own Abyss
08:06
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What happen if we look to the abyss?
It will look back to you!
And what happen if we smile to the abyss?
It will smile for you too!
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Alone With My Thoughts
10:40
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Can you imagine some anormal pleasures?
In the shadows of the room, you're resting
Desolated with life. What is life?
Just the reason to die.
You can imagine yourself looking that beautiful view
The lights in the city shine your destiny
Upon the bridge you see your decision's reflect
And the audience is applauding anxiously.
Looking to the sad sky, it's crying by happiness
Today the level of the lake will rise
With the tears of the clouds and yours
And those who've cried one day on this bridge.
"I am alone with my thoughts
and i'll do what i have to do"
I can feel the water running inside my body
I can feel the lost vision, blurry
I can feel the corpses dissolving through my fingers
In the bottom of the lake
Imagining those people crying after that
But who cares? Nobody cares when alive...
They care only afterdeath...
But is too late.
Then you awake to reality
And lament for the unreal dream.
Then you are motivated
To be alone with your thoughts.
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Adeus
02:32
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Queria poder, um dia, mostrar ao mundo através da minha arte
Para que a mesma, possa perpetuá-la
Ecoando neste plano e nos próximos
De que adianta o preparo à vida
Para chegar até aqui e perceber
Que iremos para o mesmo lugar que todos?
O que é "Ser alguém na vida?"
Estudar, trabalhar, morrer... Não adianta
Temos os melhores prazeres e
Os piores desprezos...
Imagine se todas as pessoas
Tivessem a mente livre de algemas.
Imagine se a ignorância fosse inexistente...
Espero que todos os meus conhecidos
Possam sair da gaiola um dia...
...E enxergar todo o quadro.
O mundo utópico é agora, é o agora
Estou indo para lá
Quem sabe um dia eu volte voando
E possa ter a chance de encontrar o mundo em ruínas
Mas até lá, é incerto
Enquanto vocês vivem no mundo de falsa luz...
Eu descanso na sombra eterna do esquecimento.
Adeus!
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